Numbers Cycle Five Chukoth
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Chukoth
There are so many miracles in this parsha…and wild stories
in midrash. Sad things happen. Miriam
dies. Aaron dies. Moses gets the
horrendous decree that after all his work…he will not enter the Promised Land. Oh yes, the nasty snakes enter the picture….I
think of the serpents in the science fiction film Prometheus… and drive the Israelites mad. And there is never (it
seems) enough bread or water. And there
is war. So, imagine, our people are dying of thirst, watching two of their beloved leaders die and
dealing with monsters in the mind. It’s hot. It’s the desert. Then the kings will not let us cross their
land and it seems we decimate them, completely wipe them out. But there isn’t any
celebration. There’s only us again faced with our constant wanderings. After each
terrific and dramatic battle we simply lift camp again and move on.
It all begins with a decree that we are not expected to
understand but just to follow. It’s the decree of the red heifer. This is what we
are to do: First, find a red heifer. Then burn it. Into the fire we are to throw
a strip of scarlet material, a branch of hyssop, and some cedar wood. Then we
are to collect the ashes and put them in a safe clean place. Later we are to let water run through the
ashes and place it in a vessel. Then we are to dip some hyssop into the water
and sprinkle it on anything that has become unclean through contact with the
dead, the dying, a grave, or a bone. The person or thing that is unclean shall be sprinkled with this water
(Rashi calls it the water of lustration) on the third and seventh day. Anyone
involved with this process must wash his skin and clothes. Anyone who has had
contact with the dead in any of the above ways and does not enter into this
process will be cut off from the community.
This is quite a
ritual. We have been around such symbolic and primal actions when it comes to
prayer. We only need to look at Leviticus for that. This though isn’t about prayer. It’s about how
we as a people can deal with a universe that often contradicts our sense of normal, the rational, the force of
gravity, the regular beating of a human heart…and somehow connect both worlds
(the esoteric and the rational) in a way
that won’t hurt us individually or as a people.
That won’t confuse or frighten us.
I think of a ritual that has become quite common in my home
town of Ashland. When something negative has happened …or we are moving into a
new home…we do something called smudge
it. We burn sage. We carry it around the
house, make sure the fumes waft in every corner, up towards the ceiling, down on the floor. I don’t know if it helps to dissipate the
human pain still present in the space. I do know though that action…doing
something conscious to lift-out any negativity…is healing in itself. Our own action stabilizes and solidifies
intent and desire. Our fears and needs
stop being esoteric and intangible. They become heal-able through our personal
involvement.
And what about the Shabbat candles? Does the light of Hashem
really honestly without a doubt or even a moment of scientific questioning collect
in the Shabbat flames? Or, in the doing
of the mitzvah are we solidifying and making real the very belief?
I think we can understand it this way: Ritual demands action
and even if we don’t know whether the belief-system around the ritual is real,
our action makes it real.
There’s a great midrash around the red heifer. I will
consolidate it. It has to do with Rabbi Johanon ben Zakkai. I discussed him last
week. What we need to remember is how he left Jerusalem when it was under Roman
siege in the first century CE. He
pretended he was dead. The dead were the only bodies allowed out of Jerusalem at
that time. Now, if we compare the Roman Coliseum to the internet…we can
certainly say that the internet is the Roman Coliseum of today…then we as well
have the chance to be like Rabbi Ben Zakkai. In order to leave the insanity of
war and destruction, the culture of violent entertainment, he literally had to
fake a transformation. We as well can
bring about that transformation within ourselves in order to leave our
day-to-day expectations and habits. We can keep the soul safe but be open to
changes of normal appearance to enter a whole new way-of-life and way-of-consciousness. I think it’s important to be able to do this.
In terms of the internet, we can move beyond computer-controlled connection. We can reach out simply through our minds. In
my opinion, this kind of adaptability on
the physical level will give us the Entrance sign to the Promised Land.
My ideas are certainly supported by great thinkers such as Alan Watts
and Joseph Campbell, not to mention a myriad of poets and prophets of
both ancient times and modern.
So let’s get to the midrash I refer to above. Quickly, a
non-Jew approaches Rabbi b. Zakkai. He says that the rites of the red heifer
seem like a form of witchcraft. Rabbi b. Zakkai (after an extended
conversation) more or less agrees with him..He says that the waters of
purification are sprinkled on the unclean and the (evil) spirit flees. When the
non-Jew goes away the disciples understand that their teacher was just putting
off this man with some “make-shift” response. But then they want to know
the same thing…for real… Rabbi b Zakkai says this: By your life! It is not the dead that defiles nor the water that
purifies! The Holy One, blessed be He, merely says “I have laid down a statute.
I have issued a decree”; as it is written “This is the statute of the law”
(Numbers 19:2).
Is Rabbi b Zakkai saying we should just follow blindly? I
think not. He is encouraging us all to get to a place in our minds that connects the heavenly and miraculous with the quotidian.
We can accept God and create the holy
here on earth simply through the way we think, the way we view each other, the
way we see, the light we shine. Our thoughts alone can create the
body-transformation that can save us from the plagues of war, the poisonous
snakes, drought and starvation. Our minds can recreate the well that travels
with the Israelites, the one that the prophetess Miriam creates and therefore
dries up when she dies. Our minds can create the cloud that rises from us when
we are supposed to move forward, the one that disappears at the death of Aaron.
Our minds can bring forth water from a rock.
It is not only what we say. It is not only what practices
and ancient rituals we embrace. It is not only what we do to help others.
Though all of this…as we all know…is extremely important. If we really want to
bring the miracle of God to earth in a strong and consistent way, in a way that
creates everlasting peace, then that loving-kindness must go beyond the
immediacy and moment of action and speech into the infinity of our minds. As Rav Nachman has said, our words travel to a
certain point and then are no longer heard. The ball we throw with our hands can only go so
far and then it stops. But the light and energy we emit from our minds can move
through infinite space. In my personal opinion, it can cut through solar
systems as well as linear time. It can
connect all moments and spots on its line into one point. It can heal the past as well as the future.
The objective therefore is to learn how to transform ourselves….because
the dead to not contaminate nor does the water purify…to a place that gives us
the ability to discern that which does contaminate (which would be the doubt of
our ability)…and to bring our minds to a
place of vision and transmission. And meanwhile, we take part actively in the
rituals and statutes spoken by God. Because
we are, as a society, in that place of “meanwhile”. And there is nothing harmful about the
statute. We just need to know it’s not the final stop in our wanderings…just
one stop along the way…as we bring ourselves carefully and lovingly into the
full embrace of God.
I think our potential is limitless as we begin to understand
this. As we chant in our prayers every
morning…we bless God who brings life to
the dead….As Rabbi Kook says…In order
to remove every barrier between the divine good and the individual person who
thirsts for it, it is necessary to shed every moral defect, in the broadest connotation
of the term..…. Rome wasn’t built in a day though and until then, we are
gifted with rites of passage, the miracle of us ourselves here and now…and a red heifer.
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