Genesis Cycle Five Vayera
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Vayera
Being Jewish
Vayera begs for attention. It’s the parashah that many Jews
may study and find an excuse right there not to be Jewish.
Here Avraham, our patriarch, bargains with God to save the
lives of the people of Sodom and Gemorrah…but does not bargain with God about
the sacrifice of his son Yitzhak. Avraham also passes his wife Sarah off as his
sister one more time and allows for the expulsion of both his son Ishmael and Hagar, Sarah’s servant, the
mother of Ishmael.
These days if we analyze Avraham’s actions from a literal or
even a philosophical/psychological perspective he demonstrates major personal
neuroses. Understandably, there are many teachings written attempting to
understand or apologize for him. He is after all, the father of the Jewish
people. What does it say about us if we
accept such notorious decisions as killing one’s son for God or for anyone,
whoring out one’s wife and throwing one’s son and lover into near-death
circumstances? The very conflicts raised by this parashah create lengthy
discussions that can be seen as yes, Jewish. But if we are determined to only
see our sacred writings from literal or psycho-philosophical angles we always
have to return warily to the very fact of the story itself. Yes it does happen.
Yes, Avraham is praised for all of this. And yes (in Torah and Talmud) he walks
before God and is the glowing example of righteousness.
The irony as well is that this all happens immediately after
he circumcises himself. Here, he has done his part in satisfying the b’rit with
God. He has symbolically approached God through circumcision and he has also
entered into a contract in a dream-like state concerning the parts of the
animals…. but on a human level, in that
all important place of inter-action with his family and those he loves, he seems
to be distancing himself. Given a p’shat interpretation he is distancing himself. There’s no way around it.
So, we are now given a choice. How do we want to see our
heritage? Our people? The founding of our people? Our foundational stories that
help to determine our ethical codes today? And here’s another question. Given the
shocking actions themselves, and given the fact that these are sacred writings,
wouldn’t we be wise to attempt to close the gap between the
psychological/philosophical interpretation and the obvious spiritual holy
intention (whether these are writings by God, through His prophets or by man)?
It doesn’t help to say for example, yes I’m
Jewish and Avraham is our father and I would never do what he does. This would
go against the rabbinic culture and if anything, force us into nothing less
than spiritual hypocrisy. It doesn’t even
help to say that the reason why it’s written is so that we won’t do as he does. Abraham is not the anti-hero. He isn’t there
in Torah to act-out in human ways so we can point our finger and learn from him
by not being like him. In fact, the
Talmudic rabbis never cease to praise him. Avraham is not there to give us a cause to
rebel. In fact, as the Talmudic rabbis say, there is nothing more devastating
than chaos. He is not there to offer up psychological discussions on father-son
relationships though tangentially this can be a powerful by-product of the event.
If you want psychology, some scholars have said, read Freud and Jung. Torah is
not a replacement for psychology 101. Not
to over-emphasize the point, but as Freud might say when it comes to Avraham, a
cigar is sometimes just a cigar. Avraham is not there to offer up historical
analyses. As scholars have said, if you want history find a history book.
So then, let’s move on. How do we reach to understand this
action?
Rabbi Johanan says on the authority of R Jose b Zimra in
Sanhedrin 89b that it is Satan who moves Avraham to sacrifice his son. This is
backed up by R. Simeon b. Abba. Basically what they are saying is that in the
beginning of this section of Torah (Gen 32:1 )
the phrase achar hadevarim ha-elah
meaning after these words refers to words spoken by Satan himself that
propel Avraham.
Why do the Talmudic rabbis need to bring up Satan here?
What’s important to recognize is that
the rabbis cannot
validate this action on the p’shat level. So they raise it to a level of
midrashic fantasy (the evil eye, the evil inclination) to show how
Avraham can
still be righteous. The Talmudic rabbis are bringing us beyond the
rational.
They often do. But here it is rather extreme. Therefore, once again,
they are
validating a certain type of analysis and understanding of Torah. In
short, we don’t have to reach to understand the almost-sacrifice
of Yitzhak simply through the black-print of story. It’s all right to
read
between the lines…and to bring that which is necessary to infuse
spiritual and
conscious meaning to the situation before us.
Taking this hint from our teachers therefore, we can even
get beyond story. And the reason we want to do this, to repeat, is because
there isn’t any rational explanation no matter how much we shake it up, re-mold
it, re-analyze it, serve it up in this generation or serve it up in the next.
Bob Dylan rants against it in his music as well as other respected
singer song-writer prophets. Rabbis
continually try to make sense of it. Finally if the p’shat is King in this
situation, spiritual logic will ironically (and hopefully) never be made
available. Because whoring one’s wife, setting-up one’s lover and illegitimate
son and sacrificing one’s legitimate son…these are all ethical outrages. Try as
we may, we will not find an opening to it logically.
And as much as I love the Talmudic rabbis, bringing in Satan doesn’t help much these days either.
But bringing in Satan does one thing. It gets us beyond
the obsession with rational-explanation.
So, now I will end this teaching with the explanation from
the Zohar: The rabbis of the Zohar believe that darkness did actually come to
Avraham but through God and for a reason. Avraham was pure chesed. Chesed,
loving-kindness, is beautiful but without a container it simply spills and
dissipates. So there was a necessity to create a human manifestation of gevurah
(Yitzhak). Yet, the Zohar says that God
was looking for more than gevurah, the type of boundary that emanates judgment.
Avraham, from afar, could actually
see Yaakov, the son of Yitzhak, his grandson. Yaakov would be the merge of both
Avraham (chesed) and Yitzhak (gevurah)…the merge of water and fire…that
necessary human manifestation of tiferet, balance. The Akeda happens on the same mountain where
Yaakov has his dream and where the first temple is built. Therefore the Akeda in mystical circles is the
method by which we today have managed to not only receive the spirit of beauty
and balance but to apply it to this world in the action of dream, prophecy,
reception, transmission, compassion, prayer and love.
If we dare offer up our mundane reality and obsession
with the rational in the mighty fire on Mt Moriah therefore not only will we
have a cleaner and clearer understanding of what it means to be Jewish and of ourselves as spiritual beings…we
will be closer to God through the human lesson learned…that of balance beauty
and love…and we will even get a reward for doing so. We will get to hold onto
our humanity, our egos, our logic and our loved ones. The ram is right there in the
thicket.
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