Understanding Evil
Genesis Cycle Five Toledoth
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Chava
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Toledoth
Understanding Evil
Understanding Evil
Toledoth brings us to a sensitive subject; the nature of
evil.
This is what I think. It exists. It isn’t a thing though. It’s
a flow, an energy that enters us if we aren’t careful. Today is November 15th
2012. I think of the most recent photo
of the BBC correspondent in Gaza carrying his dead baby. I think of the missiles
shot at Israel from the Gaza strip. I don’t locate who might be good and who evil.
Because I don’t believe that’s how evil works.
Here are two different definitions I’ve learned from
respected teachers. These might seem
esoteric. The objective though is to work through the esoteric and see how we
can apply it to Toledoth and then to the situation today to bring about peace.
One is that evil is
gevurah gone haywire. In this situation gevurah actually breaks away from the sefirotic
construct and creates its own construct that mirrors the first. This is quite
dangerous. Looking at it we are fooled. It seems good. Our actions seem good.
But they aren’t. How do we learn? Often
in hindsight.
The other school of
thought dictates that evil is caused by a lack of connection between gevurah
and chesed. In this case scenario, chesed as well as gevurah creates evil. The disconnect points to both emanations. It
takes two to tango. Neither is fitting into the other, coming to meet. They are
cut off from each other, not only in the world but in our hearts.
How are these
explanations different? In the first, if we believe that the sefirot are within
us as well as on the outside… evil can take
over human beings in a static solid eternal way. People can be evil. In the
second, evil is based on conflict within but it doesn’t attach itself to us.
People are not evil. In the first, the
parallel for evil is God. In the second, the parallel for evil is tiferet
(balance and connection).
In the first scenario if we were to vanquish evil we would
either cut it off (this is a more conventional way) or embrace it and smother
it with light.
In the second scenario, neither embracing or smothering the
darkness with light will work. Chesed can’t over-do it if it’s going to meet
with gevurah. The way to deal with evil-as-energy therefore is carefully,
gently, with discernment, self-restraint. It takes time, trust and commitment,
a tiptoe effect, a slow approach. There
are two forces here coming-to-meet. Too much of either destroys the process. This includes too much chesed.
Toledoth helps us to
find our way through this maze of decision making when it comes to dealing with
evil now.
In Toledoth, according to the Talmudic rabbis, Esau is the
manifestation of evil. If anyone has ever been hung out to dry in Torah, in
fact, Esau would have to be it.
But is Esau as
frightening a human as we are taught?
Here’s some interesting Talmudic facts: Rabbi Johannon (Bava Batra 16b) teaches that
Esau commits five sins on the day recounted in Genesis 25:29-34. (This is the
day by the way that Esau sells his birthright to Jacob for a cup of lentil
soup.) He dishonors a betrothed maiden,
he commits a murder, he denies God, he denies the resurrection of the dead, and
he spurns the birthright. There are many brilliant ways that R Johannon proves
this through inter-biblical interpretation.
Since these sins are extreme, one can only surmise that
there is a basic and guttural need on the part of our teachers to reflect Esau
in a very negative light. My personal opinion
is they do this partly so that they can therefore raise up Ishmael, also the
dark brother but to his credit the son of Abraham. A text on Ishmael is
immediately juxtaposed to the Talmudic text on Esau. Ishmael, Rabbi Johannon
claims, repents in his lifetime. And this is why he vayigvah vayamat vaya’asef ama’av. Translation: He gave up his breath and died and was
collected to his people.
Esau’s death is not mentioned in Torah.
Also, in my opinion, the Talmudic rabbis vindicate Esau to
explain why Jacob gets everything and Esau so much less. Finally, if Esau is oh so evil then the renown
deception of Jacob seems like small potatoes.
However, Talmudic rabbis say that Isaac’s blindness is in response to Esau’s relationship with a
Canaanite woman. And in the Sefer Ha-Yashar it is even said that years after
the selling of the birthright and their separation, Laban (their uncle)
successfully convinces Esau to fight his own brother.
Thee’s more dirt on Esau, in fact a whole cesspool.
The Zohar says that Esau is “a true progeny of the serpent”.
In Talmud we also read that his shameful
actions bring about the death of his grandfather Abraham. He is also called one
of the three great atheists (Sanhedrin 101).
The sources quoted above range over centuries of time, from
the 3rd century C.E. to the 15th. This is a very long and solid history of evil
placed upon one man. However we have to understand that for much of that time
there were real enemies. If it wasn’t the Romans it was the Christians in the
form of the Inquisition. Today as well the Jews have real enemies. If we relate
to Israel…and needless to say we should…then we certainly do. More than one
country wants to destroy us. Therefore, it has to be healing in some way to place
gigantic vindications onto the shoulders of those who fight us now (and
historically) since those who fight us (in the comparative present) have not
only hurt us but threaten our security and our dreams.
Times change though if slowly. Rebecca knows this. She’s the
one who carries both Jacob and Esau in her belly. Her confusion over their
fighting and her obvious illness during pregnancy brings her to God. And God
(or the prophet of God who she visits or her innermost heart/mind) says that
one will be stronger and one weaker, but nothing is said that makes one baby
good and one evil.
This is what I think: Their fighting itself is the evil
since it’s their fighting, and not one fetus or the other, that makes Rebecca
ill.
Now, let’s see
Rebecca’s womb as the universe. If Esau
represents gevurah (at this moment) and Jacob represents chesed…then it isn’t Esau
alone that is causing all of the harm. It is the two of them in a tight space.
They are so much of what they are. They can’t come-to-meet.
Jacob later wrestles with the angel. At that moment he
becomes tiferet and can bring both energies together within himself. But it
takes time to get there, self protection, hard laborious work.
Therefore, next time we want to abolish evil from the earth
we may want to look at ourselves closely first and see how we can contribute to
connection rather than swollen myth, how we can see that evil is an energy
rather than a being, and an energy that is within all of us. We may want to pull
back first, yes protect ourselves, yes there will be pain during the work, but
visualize the connection at the end. Too much chesed won’t work. Nether will
too much gevurah. We don’t want to point
fingers. In short, if a pregnant woman
can relax and submit and go to God often the pain of pregnancy subsides. We
just need to allow the universe to learn from Rebeccah and emulate her in her
wisdom and guidance. We need to help the universal-womb relax through our own
meditation, faith, love and compassion.
Not easy given the facts.
My heart goes out to the victims of these tragic times.
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