Genesis Cycle Five Vayechi
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Chava
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The Greater Challenge
Vayechi
At the end of Vayechi an astounding thing happens.
Jacob has died. The
brothers of Joseph approach him frightened. They don’t know what Joseph will do
now. They pushed him in a pit and sold him. Now, he is so powerful and there is
nothing to stop him from exacting some kind of revenge. In short, they expect
Joseph to act as they may have acted in the same situation.
Joseph though says to them: Fear not, for am I in the place of God?
He recognizes that his brothers meant to hurt him. In a
round-about way though…attributed to God…they placed Joseph in a position in which
he could prove his inner power and prosper and save many people.
Then Joseph assures his brothers that God will also remember
them and (the word if is not used) they will carry his
bones up out of Egypt. When Joseph dies
he is then placed in an aron…in other
words in a coffin. The only other time in Torah when aron is used is to refer to the Ark.
What is this all about?
Let me ask this question: Don’t we ever find ourselves in
situations of great beauty but only after having traveled through great pain?
And once in those situations, do we ever look back astonished? As the Talking
Heads say: How did I get here? We
know perfectly well that if our car didn’t break down on the highway we wouldn’t
have met the man of our dreams who stopped to help. We know that if we hadn’t
kept that baby we wouldn’t have our brilliant son today. In Les Miserables
by Victor Hugo the protagonist is in
forced servitude for twenty years for stealing a piece of bread. When he gets
out he tries to steal silver from a priest. The priest then blesses him and
lets him keep the silver. Soon, our protagonist is healing so many others in
pain. What we know is that he wouldn’t have
met the priest in that way if he wasn’t really suffering. The suffering led him
to a place where he could heal others.
These places of great beauty and healing though can only be
seen and accessed if we recognize that they necessitate sustenance and
therefore structure. That’s because structure includes entry. In other words,
without structure there is no-way-in to God. Bones are human structure and
therefore allow human entry. The fact that they are in the aron as well as the Holy of Holies simply means that Torah is like
our bones. Torah, we can say, is the bone structure of God. Torah is the
structure of God-on-earth and creates the entry for us to God Himself.
I used to become so exasperated with people who obsessed
with practicalities and planning, strategy and form. They always seemed to wave the banner of physical
survival before my eyes with little regard to spiritual-reach. What I needed to learn is that the two are
the same. We must walk towards God (with
the use of discernment, focus, strength, inner power and form) continually in
order to be Him.
But let’s re-visit what Joseph is saying: Am I in the place of God?
Well we all know that
he isn’t yet but he will be. He will be in an aron.
For now though he is asking this: Do I live where the
walking has already happened? Or am I just doing the walking and showing you
all how to do it?
What do you think? Remember those circuitous happenings in
his life? Joseph, like all of us, is walking towards God. He’s just one step
ahead. And he does hold the key to get
there. And so do we all. Within the
sustenance of our bones.
Finally, accessing our very bones within our human form might
actually be the greater challenge.
In fact Rabbi Johanon says that man’s sustenance (structure) is more difficult to come by then the
redemption… for of redemption it is written “ for the angel that has redeemed
me from all evil” thus a mere angel sufficed, whereas of sustenance it is
written, “the God who has fed me.” (Pesachim 118)
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