Genesis Cycle Six Miketz
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Chava
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Miketz
in this week’s parsha can be translated at the end of or after. The
truth is though if the simple meaning of after
was intended here the word acharei would
have been much more appropriate. Therefore it is often translated as at the edge.
At the edge of what?
At the edge of a few days (we read). Pieces of time suddenly have an edge. Pieces of time suddenly become as solid as a
cliff and we are standing on it. Miketz
therefore is a place that cuts beyond temporal boundaries, a point beyond linear logic, a delineation
between the real and the surreal, between the mundane and the divine. It’s the
thin bridge that Rav Nachman talks about as well as the place in between
dreams. Therefore it is also the portal to myth and metaphor. It’s the moment
when all is darkness and you don’t believe but know. Miketz is the moment of dark non-shadow before the very slight hints of a
distant dawn. When we are in the place of miketz there isn’t any reassurance. Faith
therefore, since it necessitates tiny touches of reassurance, is not what we think of when we think of miketz. Faith though, as Rabbi Shneur Zalman has said, can solidify to
knowledge. Then greater faith can build upon that knowledge and become greater knowledge.
Miketz is the edge of that knowledge foundation.
The best way to
understand the place of miketz is this: You have a lover or a partner or a
husband or a wife. You know so well that
the lover is there that you don’t need to make sure his dresser is filled with
his clothing or he shares the same bed. You don’t need to call him every moment
when he is at work to hear his voice. You don’t need to talk about the relationship
every day. You don’t need to pull attention
from him or smother him or manipulate. And when he goes away you still know he
will be back.
This is like the relationship of Joseph with God. There isn’t
any reason to cheer for God or talk about Him constantly or swing his name
around Mitzrayim. Joseph only needs to be Joseph. The knowledge of God makes
faith secondary. The knowledge is in his bones. The whole world around him
therefore does not need to be the place where he metaphorically begs his divine
lover to prove He is there, to prove His presence. The world around him is
proof of His presence. Joseph therefore can handle the world in the place of
miketz, Beyond-Faith.
One thing he therefore can do is to elicit teshuvah from
others. This is how: An action that hurt him in the past can be turned by guiding those who did it
through seemingly unrelated behavior. This behavior might not logically (or in
a linear way) be aligned with that action.
Simply put, the brothers of Joseph throw him in a pit and
almost kill him. They abandon him. However, Joseph does not need to receive
deep apologies from his brothers to free them from their guilt. If that’s what he
needs, he can certainly demand it. He is after all second only to
the Pharoah. Joseph simply needs to
witness the painful approach and re-approach of his brothers as if they are repenting for that one
action. This way, Joseph saves them from
public humiliation in a foreign country, a fate as painful as the one he has been dealt.
For example, if a man
(in a place of anger) threatens to kill his brother, a simple apology might not
be strong enough to bring peace. The brother (if he can let go of
the threat) will one day be in a place in which the man will need something of
him. How he elicits an active apology…a behavior of yearning… from the man will determine the possibility of their future connection. The
brother’s ability to elicit that behavior will depend on his place in terms of
God.
If he is miketz, he will manifest this reality. This isn't magic. This is Torah and Life in such a place of knowledge that magic, as Rabbi Johannon (of Talmud) has shown, is not even in the conversation.
The important thing to remember here is that in Torah,
things and actions merge. Teshuvah is not stuck in one action. It is flexible
and flowing if and when we are as well. In Torah therefore humans can free themselves from past mistakes and embarrassments
through actions of kindness and humility that seem to have nothing to do with
those specific mistakes.
The other important thing to remember is that the place of
miketz is extremely powerful. It’s the place of prophecy and intuition, of
feeling and manifestation. It’s when the light of God is there not because it’s
Chanukah and we bought the candles and have the matches and expect it. It’s
there during this dark time of the year simply because it’s there.
This knowledge is true joy.
May You Have a Beautiful Chanukah.
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