This is what I have observed:
Vayikra Cycle 7 Behar
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Behar
For the Love of Israel
Rashi has an interesting commentary on Behar and I think it
needs some examination. I will get to that soon. It has to do with line 25:18.
Most of this line in Torah reads pretty par for the course.
It’s what we might expect:
You will perform my
statutes, keep my ordinances and perform them; Then you will live on the land securely.
We often are entreated to uphold the chukot and the mishpatim. Rashi seems to want to explain this extra
word: securely.
Before looking at Rashi though let’s ask ourselves: If we don’t observe and behave as God has
ordained will we live on the land without
security? This is one way we can look at it.
After all, security
seems to be more of a dream these days. In Israel…where I am presently
studying…there is a constant reminder of the lack thereof. It’s sad. I guess we need to ask ourselves if we are really keeping up with the ordinances as described.
This is what I have observed:
This is what I have observed:
At a high school
memorial service on Yom HaZicheron (a beautiful ceremony) I could easily find
my friends from the yeshiva. They were some of the few wearing kippas in the
crowd of easily three hundred. The point
here is that the kippa is a sign of attention to God. I’m not blaming anyone for not wearing one. But if we recognize
it as a reflection of Jewish observance…then there was a lack of observation at
this ceremony despite its beauty. One
might say that remembering the dead is a mitzvah…and it is. We must have
compassion and recognize the community and the communal sufferings. But if we identify ourselves by that mitzvah
alone (even given our many tragedies) well we are creating an insecure construct
(according to Torah). I really feel the pain experienced by my people throughout
time. I repeat though because it is such a hard lesson: This recognition of
communal pain is not the only mitzvah (despite the intensity and the sadness). Judaism is certainly defined by the identification with tragedy and communal remembrance....but there are many levels here and not one level stands alone.
To continue, we all know and honor the sacred buildings and
land…the temples of Jerusalem, the
churches, the mosques. However, the
build-up of trash on the streets creates
false monuments wherever we look. A teacher commented that at least
there’s a lowest common trash denominator. It’s always at the same level. More
happens. More gets collected. When I was
jogging in Gan Sacher the other day a pre-teen peeled the paper off of a Popsicle and then…while
her parents were watching….smiled and threw the paper on the grass. And that
was that. No one said anything. I ran by
not wanting to force my west coast ways on (seemingly) very observant
Jews. They wouldn’t have been west coast
ways though come to think of it. They would have been God’s ways and I was supposedly acting God-less by running.
I am (lest we forget) a woman.
One woman said this
to me today…we here in Israel are religious even if we don’t seem that way. The
land does it to us. The land has a spiritual energy and we simply become closer
to God by being here. She is a doctor, a
Chabad devotee with ten children. She was inferring, quite confidently, that
secular Jews in Israel because of their being in Israel are even more dati
then Conservative or Reform dati Jews outside of Israel.
This can be a great
way to look at things. If people feel holy (despite claims of being secular)
perhaps they will act with compassion and kindness simply because they are on
sacred land. If people feel religious (and have claims of being religious)
perhaps they as well will act with compassion and kindness. It often doesn’t
work that way though. The problem arises when one believes that the land will
do it for us, that our human presence on
the land will instill in us the right behavior immediately and automatically
and we are (therefore) off the hook to a certain degree in our reach for God. There are self-claimed off-the-hook Jews everywhere in the
world but those in Israel sometimes seem to feel they get more bang for the
buck. And while they certainly do (the
land is powerful) the using of it (as
a crutch, an excuse or as a garbage can) only creates a greater and greater lack
of security. This is actually what this one line in Behar is about.
And of course, such an attitude spills over into every
segment of reality, certainly the political reality. The
lack of government support for certain Jewish…yes, Jewish…. organizations says
it all.
On the bright side, yesterday I went with fellow students
(male and female) to the wall to pray. There’s a place available for
egalitarian prayer. I like going to the wall.
I actually go there…to the women’s section …about three times a week. I wasn’t considering what it would be like to pray there with men. When I got there though I suddenly realized
that I was standing at the wall and to my left was a fellow male rabbinic
student. It was an amazing realization. I was comfortable. Not because I was acting like a man...I was acting like a woman actually.... but because
through this obligated action (unmentioned, unaccented, obvious, real) there was a heightened intimacy to Hashem.
The intimacy was heightened because of the acceptance of balance and oneness. Supported by a recent growth-spurt in the Conservative movement I didn’t need to
take on a (sometimes) strained sensitivity and subjugation to the religious male, nor avoid inner- anger and
vehement reactions to the lack of respect for my personal (feminine) connection
to God. That moment of prayer at the
wall felt like home.
I would say therefore that the land is not secure here.
Clearly not secure. But partly because of strong actions on the part of many Jewish
organizations (in and outside of the land) it is becoming more secure.
Now let’s see what Rashi says.
He says that it is through the transgression of the laws of
Shemmitah that the Israelites are exiled from their land.
We all transgress. This exile though (I believe) is not only
based on the physical land itself. There’s an exile of self and soul, an exile
of acceptance and faith, an exile of God even within His Holy land, an exile
of pieces and parts within one’s self,
within God’s self, and within both a memorial service and a public park. There’s
an exile of our very land, of our very women, of our very men, of dati, of those who are not dati, and...certainly...of the mitzvoth themselves.
My guess is that something as seemingly small as men
praying with women at the wall can and will one day open the doors to the future security
of Jews everywhere. It’s all about (after all) honoring
the Shemmitah….a tough beutiful and necessary obligation for all of Israel, those in
exile and those at home.
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