Shoftim
How do we discern between our
thoughts of God and God, between that which God creates…even ourselves…and God
Himself? How do we discern between (as Heschel says) the universe and its
maker? This question in this era is specifically important. It shows us a new
twist of Torah…or, if you like, it adds a new texture that reminds us of our
growing power and dangerousness, our fantastic creations in communications and
social media, our plastic connections and man-handled produce. It reminds us of the refinement of our
abilities to become (only on a superficial level) mini-gods, each and every one
of us, and to praise each other and ourselves for our very superficiality.
As far as I know this is not what
God wanted.
So we need to look at this
carefully.
We are not placed in an easy
position these days. The line between creator and that which is created is so
subtle, so thin, so vulnerable. We continually confuse our God with our
calling. We support a downward trajectory of consciousness
caused by the embarrassment of creation. After all, isn’t it true that all
creation loses its juice when confused with the creator?
Think of the new BMW
you might buy. Once you start “creating”
it and driving it with your mind, your hands, your simple will to speed, your
love, your image in your head, your slam on the breaks and your expensive
wheels and detailed wash, you begin to confuse yourself with it and nothing
anymore stands distinct and whole. We turn ourselves into a car, and we turn
the car into us. The car (of course as all cars do) loses value and we see our
net worth decline along with it. It’s nothing less than absurd: Our very confusion infuses car-value into
human-value. After all what is Car but a
machine, a welding together of various metal pieces and parts. If there exists a car-soul
then I apologize if any car owner is offended. But I think not.
And so it is if we (in the above
situation) turn ourselves into the BMW and God into the new owner. We end up
losing value in time (as we go right and left)) and, just as in our quotidian reality, God as well
experiences a decline in net worth. For
me this is a frightening thought.
Let’s look at another dichotomy. That
line between mercy and judgment is equally thin. We call it justice. The manifestation of that
balance… of justice…. is the mundane parallel to the balance between creator and
created. The juxtaposition of judges
and law enforcement…with trees (creations) and altars (modes of praise)…says it
all (see Deuteronomy 16:20-21).
No doubt if we look at this section of Torah we see quite clearly that the movement from
one subject to the other is shocking on a literal level. What (we ask
ourselves) do judges and enforcement have to do with trees and altars?
Well, one
dichotomy mirrors the other. One dichotomy is the other simply on a different
level. The things described as we move from 16:20 to 21 are not at all within
relation. What is within relation are
the schisms and similarities between the things described and how easy it can
be (as humans) to confuse one with the next. Finally, judgment/enforcement
and creations/ modes of praise are two polarities that equally seek out that
path of moderation. What do they have in common therefore? The work we need to
do as we approach them. We do not
confuse one within a pair for the other. We keep each separate and distinct so
that we know the boundaries within which we must walk.
We must know what each thing is.
What then (Heschel asks) is the
ultimate? What then is worthy of our supreme worship? Is it ourselves? Is it
our ideas? Our manipulations? Our work? Our money? Our meditation? The creek
flowing through the desert soil?
This is the question we must ask
ourselves continually. God did not make us to replace Him. He didn't make us to de-value Him. There are powers
that be out there…whether they are leaders of Israel or the leader of our
divine path…and it is our responsibility and obligation to know who we are not
so we can be below but so we can refrain from taking on some superficial form. This
will happen if we confuse ourselves with either that which we create or He who creates us. Honestly, I can think of many things I have
wanted to be in my life. A lawyer, a playwright, and I think at one time, an
astronaut. But I never had an ambition to be a BMW.
To finish, Heschel speaks of the
fallacy of isolation: Things and events
(Heschel says) man and the world, cannot be treated apart from the will of God,
but only as inseparable parts of an occasion in which the divine is at stake.
In pointing this out Hechel is certainly saying that there are parts and that
their inseparable quality causes the divine to be at stake. Why? This is what I
think: Because their inseparable quality linguistically reminds us of their possible eternal separation. And when we confuse one part for
the next we damn them each and therefore ourselves to it.
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